Done~~

Finally done the last coursework for this semester already..

whoo..

left one more presentation..

and my Final.....

after this...

Hoho....

i will be freedom for 3 months already...

wakaka...

still thinking what should i do in this long holiday...

maybe i need to get more sleep,shopping, buy and play and play 1st lar...

after that only think what should i do..

Hehe...don't jealous me ar...

3 Months holiday...

I'M COMING!!!

Fever~

no comment!!!

FEVER AGAIN~~

One more to go~~

Hoo~~

finally done one of the coursework and now still left one more to go..

so so so tired..

mentally as well as physically , all already finished used it..

damn it!!

hopefully i don't get any bad feedback from the lecturer lar...if not i have to redo all..

please ar~~~

ang gong po pi!! T.T

two more week to go..

i have completed my second year already...

feel like i'm just starting my degrees course but now i'm going to complete it already..

wow...

time flies...

so fast i already studied at my current college almost 3 years..

from starting complaint the college until now i graduated from this college（don't know i able to graduate on time or not?xP)..
become the daughter of this college..

hopefully i'm not going to resit or retake any subject in my final year lar..

since i already 顺顺利利completed my two years degrees without any 肥佬...(touch wood)

so i will try my very best to complete my bachelor degree in nice merit d!^^

♥~Thx Dada B~♥

This post is especially write for him..

don't know what should i write...as you know i'm not expert on this kind of thing d lar..

*shy*..lolx...xD

thank you so much B...

i like the present much...

although i loss something on that day...but i also gain something from you d..

is that mean balance back already?Haha..^^

as you said, "think of the gift then I wont feel pain already"..

and it's really work.. 

don't know why, maybe I'm too happy already..

so forgot the pain...xP

18/4/2010..

special day to me which i would never forget...

thank you B and Love you too~~*muackz*

Emo~~

Again...

my emo mood appear again..

i already try to control not to make this happen..

but yet, 

happened again...

how many times i need to persuade myself not to care so much about that..

but why i always failed to do so..

poor me..

i know that's your personal problem and why i cannot just accept it?

i feeling bad when i saw you act at that way...

even i know you're unwilling to do so.....=(

Trouble is a friend~~

 

Suddenly fall in love with this song so much...

love the lyric..

love the melody..

love everything and it's so true about this song...

Lenka - Trouble Is A Friend


Trouble will find you no mater where you go, oh oh.
No Matter if you're fast no matter if you're slow, oh oh.
The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, oh oh.
Your fine for a while but then start to loose control.
He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh.
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh.
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh.
So don't forget as you ease on down the road.
He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but im a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh!
Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel.
And how I try to make him leave; I try.
Oh Oh I try!

He's there in the dark,
he's there in my heart,
he waits in the winds
he's gotta play a part.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. oh oh!
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm.
I won't let him win, but im a sucker for his charm.
Trouble is a friend,
yeah trouble is a friend of mine. Oh oh~~~~♥♥

Half dead~~~

suppose i should be done one of the coursework in this week..

but end up i still 0% of progressing on my coursework..

wth im doing now..

no that mood at all on doing my work...

now starting to headache already...

is hoping someone lend me his/her hand to me..

but i know only me can actually help myself..

adui~~~

i need more time lar!!!!>.<

以为~~

不懂什么原因...

突然很想发泄自己憋在心口上的那口气...

这口气有点难抗..

但我别无选择..

除了不断的说服自己要接受但心里还是过不了自己的那一关...

我知道不应该是这样的...

但我还是不能控制我自己...

就是不服气...

我以为我勉强还算是个合格的女朋友,

以为我的付出就算是那么的少,但你还是会很珍惜,

以为不过分的要求你都会做到,

以为你真的会为我而改变,

以为的以为...换来的全都是我的想太多!

原本带着满怀期待的心情,最后换来的却是失望的结局...

一个人开车回家的路上,复杂的心情...

我知道我不应该不开心,

但错在于谁??

我不发言,并不代表我不介意...

也相信你看得出..我的不满!

但你就是喜欢当没那么一回事..

你可以装做没事但很抱歉我不能当什么事都没发生...

跟你在一起都已经4个年头了...

还是看到你这样的回应...说真的我很难过...

时间对你来说是少之又少的...

要说到真真陪我的时间又有多少呢?

我尽量的配合...

也知道你也在付出...

如果有机会,就算要我付出换来那么仅仅的10分钟跟你相处的时间，我都心甘情愿...

但你却不以为然..

我几度的告诉过你..我讨厌的是什么....

但为什么你就是爱挑战我...

对你我没要求100%的完美...因为我知道人不可能完美..就算是再完美的人也会有缺点...

我也知道我没资格对你做出要求...因为我自己离完美还有好长的一段路要走...

有时看你对我的忽视,就觉得自己好不起眼...

哈哈....或许我没有亮丽的外表...所以大家都看不见我!

也幸好自己不懂哪来的自信让我还生存到现在...

虽然活在自己当下....至少曾经几度我是感觉得到我存在的重要性...
我该感到欣慰了~~~